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Easter 12
“I
am the Good Shepherd. I am the Bread of Life. I am the Living
Bread. I am the Light of the World. I am the Gate.” These are
some of the “I am” sayings of Jesus. Today is Good Shepherd
Sunday. “I am the Good Shepherd,” Jesus says.
We
have no idea however how bone jarring these expressions were in
Jesus' time. Jesus was using the sacred words “I am” to describe
himself – the very name of God revealed to the the Hebrews through
Moses at the Burning Bush. These words (I am) were so sacred to them
that they would not even speak them, not even pronounce them. The
Hebrew name of “Yahweh” never passed their lips.
So
when Jesus called himself “I am” their very bones were jarred.
Consider this exchange from John
Chapter
8. Jesus is speaking to the Jewish leaders:
"Your
father Abraham rejoiced to see My day, and he saw it and was glad."
The Jews therefore said to Him, "You are not yet fifty years
old, and have You seen Abraham?" Jesus said to them, "Truly,
truly, I say to you, before Abraham was born, I am." Therefore
they picked up stones to throw at Him; but Jesus hid Himself, and
went out of the temple.”
We
have no real equivalent today. For me, sometimes when I hear the
Spanish name “Jesus” (Heysus) spoken I am bit shaken. This is
the name of Jesus. It is a perfectly good Spanish name and parents
who name their child “Jesus” do that child great honor. But
still, to me, it is sometimes hard to hear this name used.
The
closest equivalent to the Jewish experience in my own experience
comes from the movies. I don't know if you are a fan of the Coen
brothers. Some people find them harsh and even somewhat violent.
They are prolific and have written and produced many memorable films:
Fargo,
O Brother, Where Art Thou?, Burn After Reading, A Serious Man among
others. One of my favorites and quite a cult film is the 1998 The
Big Libowski. It
stars Jeff Bridges as an LA slacker who writes 42 cent checks at the
super market and is an avid bowler. Bridges' friends played by John
Goodman and Steve Buscemi, characters you would recognize, fill out
his bowling team.
Their
arch bowling rival is played by John Turturro, a marvelous actor who
was brilliant opposite Ralph Fiennes in Quiz
Show,
one of his many credits. Turturro plays Jesus Quintana, an arrogant
swell who refers to himself as “The Jesus” using the English
pronunciation rather than the Spanish. In his monologue about how
he will crush Libowski and his friends in the bowling finale, the
juxtaposition of how he uses his name, “The Jesus,” his arrogant
air and the triviality of the whole situation were bone jarring to
me. Similar, I suspect, to how the Jews of Jesus' day reacted when
he spoke about himself as “I am.”
The
point is that when Jesus calls himself “I am” it is a moment of
great significance and meaning. I am the Good Shepherd.
Yesterday,
at our Vestry retreat, some one said, “Its all about eating.” No
one disagreed. And the Good Shepherd is about how we are fed by
Jesus. He takes us to the best pastures. He leads us beside still
waters.
As
his sheep, we have no idea how to find good pasture, the best
pastures, the pastures we really need to nourish our lives in the
best way. This what the Good Shepherd provides for us. We don't
know where the good water, the cool, pure, refreshing water we long
for, is. Jesus takes us to this place to refresh and renew us, to
give us the very means of our survival. We can pray to be lead to
these places of refreshment by Jesus.
Jesus
refers several times to the food we need for our souls. When tempted
by the devil, he replies, “Man does not live by bread alone, but by
every word that proceeds from the mouth of God.” (Matt. 4.4). And
when he was speaking to the woman at the well, his disciples said to
him, “Master, you must be hungry.” Jesus replies, “I have food
to eat that you know nothing about.” (John 4.32)
Where
do we find this food, this food that our soul needs? Some find it in
nature. Some find in art and in music. And these are good things
for these things reflect the goodness of God. But if you want to
find the really good stuff, the stuff that deeply satisfies you, you
must follow the Good Shepherd. You must follow him to the fields
where he wants to lead you.
Chances
are he will lead you to his Holy Word. He said this is better than
bread. Chances are he will lead into a life of evangelism, of
sharing his joy and his truth like the food he nourished himself with
in helping the Woman at the Well. This is where the Good Shepherd
leads us.
During
the Easter season, we focus on Jesus' resurrection and the new life
we have sharing in that resurrection. We put a magnifying glass on
Easter Sunday and the resurrection. This is good but sometimes we
forget about the days leading up to Easter, the days on which he
instituted the Last Supper and Good Friday. These things too are
part of the Easter mysteries.
Its
all about food. And here each week, he feeds us in his Holy
Eucharist. These are the fields he leads us to, to these fields
right here.
And
this is where our faith is put to the test. How absolutely absurd it
is that the very God of the universe, the Word who was present at the
creation, without whom nothing was created, would be present to us in
the form of bread and wine in Holy Eucharist.
Yet
as St. Francis says, “We should take no scandal in the Eucharist.
If the Lord could humble himself to come to us as a little babe in
Bethlehem, he can also humble himself to come to us as bread and
wine.”
As
St. Thomas Aquinas says, “Humbly I adore thee, Verity unseen... I
believe whatever the Son of God hath told: what the Truth hath
spoken, that for truth I hold.”
And
the Good Shepherd humbles himself to be our food for only one reason.
This is the reason: that he can be in communion with you. This is
why he did all this. For you and only for you.
This
is how much he loves you. So when you approach the Communion Table
today and the minister says, “The Body of Christ, the Bread of
Heaven,” “The Blood of Christ, the cup of Salvation,” let your
“Amen” be Amen, So Be It.
Here
are green pastures; here is living water. And as we say “Amen”
to the words “The Body of Christ” here you recognize yourself as
well. You are the Body of Christ, his Church. The Body is fed by
the Body. Your “Amen” signifies that you recognize yourself in
this bread. Amen. Yes, I too am the Body of Christ; I share the
very life of God.
This
is food that very few know about. But you do. Thanks to the Good
Shepherd. Amen.
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